Visions Versus Visionaries

a true visionary can see what it is he
places on a blank canvas
even before he starts.
not me...I go on pure luck.
I go on the knowledge that
whatever is in me, must come out.
Eventually.
So I guess im not a true visionary.
or even artist...
or a musician.
I don't spend too much time on any one thing.
Impatience.

Fuck it,

if its not good enough the first time
it leaves my mind,
it's never gonna be good.
Which is why i must choose my thoughts
Carefully.
I want it to be good.
Fuck it. It will be good.
If its good, I win.
In a battle of visions versus visionaries, who
wins?