Arizona

I'm trying so hard to
collect my thoughts
so i can write
what I'm thinking.
But there are so many emotions
running through my head
that one moment
turns into infinity.
Is the heartache or relief?
Is it pain or disbelief?
Why do i feel as if
my insides have been torn
from right under me?
I've been inspired by you
those little things you do,
So how can this be true?
I just got lost in her...Arizona.

I remember the first time we met,
struggling to get my throat wet.
Just so i can taste the kiss
of a stranger.
I knew it then
when i tried to swallow again
I was setting myself up
for danger.
But i was inspired by you.
And now I'm lost in her...Arizona.

She drank soy milk.
With hair curly silk.
And she was thrilled
at the fact that i was older.
Between her youthful sips
she asked if i liked her lips.
You can just guess what i told her.
Arizona.
Oh my...
Arizona.